I Hate You But I Still Love You

I was hanging out with the gang at the park. We were just having fun playing on the slides and acting like dorks. "Hey Sunny isn't that Ryan?" Pony asked me. I turned to see who he was talking about . "It is. I'll be back." I told everyone. I started to run towards Ryan when I noticed there was a girl with him. I watched as he kissed her. I could feel my heart breaking. "Oh my gosh. What is he doing?" I heard Kat yell. Ryan heard her and turned to look at me. I ran away with tears streaming down my face. "Sunny wait please. I'm sorry baby. Please let me explain." Ryan yelled after me. "What's there to explain? Your a cheating,lying,jerk,and a heart breaker. I never should of trusted you." I screamed. "Leave my sister the hell alone you asshole." Kit told Ryan after she punched him. My brother's and the gang took their turn at him. I just ran home crying. I locked myself in my room. I hate him so much but I still love him. Everyone tried to cheer me up but I was too depressed. I still am.