RIP

Hi im Todd guys. My sister had this account I found it on her computer after she died. She was killed in car accident. I havent felt like getting on here but I thought everyone should know. Im just going to leave her Sunny profile up and you guys can post whatever you want.

When You Feel Like You Don't Belong

Dear Darry,Soda,Kit,and Pony, Hey! I hate North Carolina and I want to come though I know im stuck here. Boarding school is awful. I got detention on the first day for calling Mr. Harris (my math teacher) a prick. I had to clean his classroom and write a 5 page report on why its not nice to call people names! They make you work hard and it sucks. I dont fit in at all. There is a group of girls that like to make fun of me. I got in a fight with them so I had to wash windows,pick up trash,and write another 5 page report on why its not nice to hit people. I hate my roommates. They act like I dont exsist cause im "poor". I did make one friend! Zeke is really cute and he makes me laugh a lot. Well I hope all is well. Tell the gang hi for me. -Luv Sunny-

North Carolina Here I Come

I was hanging out in my room being bored when Darry walked in. "Sunny we need to talk." He said. "What?" I asked. "I talked to Sammi's parents and they agreed to take u to North Carolina with them." He told me. "What? I mean u want me to move to North Carolina? No way. They are sending Sammi to boarding school. I'm not going to boarding school. I'm not leaving here." I yelled. "It's just till december. You need a break from everything and boarding school for a few months might be good for you. Your going whether u want to or not. You leave tomorrow." "This sucks. What about the gang and Soda,Kit and Pony?" I cried. "You can call or write. You better get packing." He replied and then walked back into the living room. I can't believe he's sending me away. Im going to post about everything while im there I promise. Im going to miss u guys!

Stupid Mistakes

Friday night was the back to school bonfire. They have it every year and someone always brings alcohol! After all the drama with Ryan and the fire I thought it would be fun. I was hanging out with Sammi, Alex,Kristina, and Todd when Ryan showed up with a girl. I couldn't help wishing I was that girl. "Well can we say awkard?" Alex asked. " Just hand me a beer." I replied. My brother's and my sister Kit would be pissed at me but I wasn't thinking at the moment. "Hey Sunny. I got some pills if u want to try them. Their awesome." Todd told me. "Ok. I'll take a few." I replied. I was flying high later and having a lot of fun too but that all changed when I spotted Ryan talking to Bob. I got closer so I could hear what they were saying. "You can't tell Sunny the truth Ryan. Your gonna ruin everything." Bob yelled. " She needs to know that I work for you and I have just been using her to get to her family and the gang. I like her a lot and I can't stand to hurt her anymore." Ryan replied. I felt so sick. How could he do this? I mean cheating on me is one thing but this I would never get over. " How could you do this? I trusted you. I opened up to you and you knew how hard that was for me. You used me to get to my family and the gang. " I screamed. "Sunny I didn't know your were there." Ryan said. " Yeah well I saw you with Bob. What are you doing talking to that garbage?" I asked. "He works for me honey. He's a soc like me and you better watch it kid." Bob said. "I'll let you handle this." He told Ryan and then walked away. "Your a soc?" I screamed. "Yeah." Ryan said. My heart was racing and I felt really sick. " Did you know Logan was going to kill Dante?" I asked. "I try to stop him Sunny but he wouldn't listen and that's why I helped you and Sammi turn him into the cops." He replied. "Oh so you felt guilty? Well you should. Dante trusted you. I trusted you. You watched Sammi and I fall apart over his death and you never told us the truth. How could you do this to Dante? To us?" I cried. "I'm sorry Sunny." He said. "Did you know what Bob was going to do to Soda and Katie? What about my sister or Johnny and Kat?" I asked. "I wanted to stop him but I couldn't." That was all Ryan could say. I felt so helpless and guilty for even falling for Ryan. "Just go Ryan." I yelled. "I'm so sorry I hurt you." He said as he walked away. I had to get out of there. I needed to think and to be alone. I was feeling so sick from the alcohol and pills and then everything Ryan told me. I ran home crying. "Sunny what's wrong?" Soda asked as I stumbled through the door. I went to bathroom and started throwing up. After about 20 mintues I made my way to my room and shut the door. I curled up with my blankets and Mr. Cuddles my teddy bear and cried till my chest hurt.

Trapped: Part 3

I wasn't sure where I was and I kept hearing a beep beep beep. There was a bright light and voices. I opened my eyes to see my family and the gang sitting and standing around me. "OH MY GOSH! Sunny your awake. You almost died. You were not breathing when we brought u and Sammi here. They told us once they revived u that u could still die." Kit cried. "Don't ever do that again." Darry said. Soda and Pony were jumping up and down screaming "yea yea yea." I wanted to talk but the oxygen mask was in the way. "You got a lot of get well presents. I can help u eat the muffins." Johnny told me. I had to smile at that. Two-bit and Kit got me a mickey mouse snow globe. Steve got me a camera, Dally a scrapbook, my brothers got me a giant teddy bear, Kat got me the complete set of Ernest movies and there are gummi bears from Emily and more candy from Jamie, Elena, Dimitri,Carson, and Mark. Thank you guys for saving me and Sammi and for all the presents. I LOVE U ALL! If it wasn't for u Sammi and I would be dead. U ROCK!

Trapped: Part 2

..we went to check on some of the other rooms to see if there was any way out. "Shit. We have to get out of here." Sammi choked out. "I know. I can't breathe with all this smoke and my asthama is kicking in." I said. We tried to put some of flames out with blankets but it was no use. We sat inside Sammi's closet. We screamed for my brothers, my sister, Kat, Johnny, Two-bit, and the rest of the gang. We wanted them to know where we were. After awhile we both went quiet. My mind was going crazy with pictures of my family and the gang. I didn't want to die yet but I was and somehow it was peaceful and easy. Life is harder. I closed my eyes and fell into total darkness...

Trapped: Part 1

I was hanging out with Sammi at her house. We were hanging out in Dante's room. I had lied to Darry and told him that Sammi's parents would be home but they went out for the night. I knew we shouldn't of been by ourselves cause Bob and all but that night I didn't care cause after the whole Ryan cheating thingy I needed a break. So were looking through one of Dante's old yearbooks when we heard hammering coming from outside. We went to check it out. "I can't get the front door opened." Sammi told me. "Your back door won't open either." I told her. We tried to open the windows but they wouldn't budge. "What's going on?" I asked Sammi. "I dont know but I bet socs have something to do with it." She replied. "Do u smell that?" I asked. "Yeah. It smells like smoke." She said. We could see smoke coming from the back of her house. I grabbed the phone and dialed 911 and then called my house. Kit answered. She said she would get everyone and they would be there soon. I could tell she was crying. We went to check some o